Transparent Monday Part 2

I've been dealing with some things emotionally since Thanksgiving. I went through an unexpected breakup and also I have been dealing with my anxiety. During this time I've been a whirlwind of anger and sadness. I have my days where I'm completely fine and then days where I'm just what the heck. However, I ran across a few things that helped me remember that God doesn't leave you in permanent situations. That this too shall pass and I won't always feel this way. Life isn't mean to be an effortless stride and that I will go through a few tough times and come out stronger in the end. Everyone tells me all the time how strong I am or how they wish they had my strength. Well sometimes, I don't want to be so strong if that makes any sense. It gets hard being so strong all the time. But honestly, when I have those moments it's when I'm lacking in prayer. My real strength comes from my Lord and Saviour. He helps me through my moments of darkness and heals my heart back to health. Sometimes we are constantly giving out yourself to other people it becomes draining. I am beyond thankful for the task that the LORD has given to me. I've been helping others with the word he gives me. I'm noticing that anytime I've been in any crazy relationship situation it's a way for to me help others by sharing what I went through. Each trial he has put me through I've learned so much about myself and my strength. I'm grateful for my struggles and my hardships. I am also learning that it's okay to have a moment of sadness about how a situation turned out but don't let it overcome because God has greater things in store. Even though the past 3 relationships I've been in haven't been successful like I thought they would be, God shows me every time why he needed me to be removed from the situation. So remember to pray and don't let the situation you're in now drain you from being the beautiful person you are. That was me being transparent and showing you that there are days when I feel down but I keep pushing because I remember God's promises.

Read :

Psalms 73:26 My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.

Psalms 147:3 He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.

Romans 5:1-2 Therefore, since we have been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ. Through him we have also obtained access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and we rejoice in hope of the glory of God.