God will make break-ups happen

Break-ups are usually the worst things to deal with because we care so much about the person we are with. If sex is involved, then we usually stay longer than we need to because our judgment tends to get clouded. I've been in relationships where I wasn't allowing my spiritual growth to get somewhere. I was compromising my walk with Christ because I became so infatuated with the person I was dealing with and I knew what I was doing was wrong. However, I am happy that I can be honest and open about it because I'm sure many men and women deal with the same thing. I can honestly say the relationships I had without God's approval never actually worked out for me. I was in two toxic situations and then there was a relationship that I just couldn't let go of because I was so in "love." We dated for 2 1/2 years, and this dude was the love of my life and has been written about in many blogs. However, things started to turn sour in our relationship and I was literally begging a man to be with me and not even asking God is this the guy I am supposed to be with. He was consuming my prayers to the point that I wasn't even praying for myself anymore. I was asking God for him to make things right between my boyfriend and me. I was even telling God not to allow us to break up ever. Well, God did things his way, and I am happy he did. We did eventually break up but we still messed around and communicated with each other, and that was not a good idea at all. When he and I decided to keep talking it did more damage than good because once again I was putting him before my walk with Christ. God will remove people out of your life so you can do what's right. God comes first before all things, and he knows what's best for us. I know when I am not being diligent in my walk with Christ things usually don't work out for me. You should never praise a man to the point you are sacrificing your walk with God. I am beyond grateful that God took me through that break up because I would not be where I am today if it wasn't for him walking me through that mess just to show me what real love looks like. We can't keep being blinded by what we think is love because the sex is good and he treats you right every once in awhile. The God I serve is so much more than any of that. I am not perfect, and I still make mistakes, and I am working so hard to do right. I pray that God gives me the discernment to know when I need to leave a relationship that isn't going to build up his kingdom. I want a relationship where we both serve God together and keep our faith strong because our relationship will be the works of the Lord. I am thankful that God removes any distractions out of my path because he knows what's best for me. I only want what God wants for me, and that's real.